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christopherblair:

Didn’t even take our weed, after searching the car. #blindass lmfaoooo #noticketswag #flexyourrights

woah woah woah chris you okay??!?!

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Didn’t even take our weed, after searching the car. #blindass lmfaoooo #noticketswag #flexyourrights

Well guys, over the past few days I’ve been very depressed. I’ve actually come to the point of contemplating suicide, which scared me of course, but I didn’t see any other way to deal with this issue. I was drawn to a tent outside the mall. after paying an admission fee of 3$ I proceeded in. it was a show that depicts all types of ways teens die preventably. One room was a ”suicide room” that depicts a girl making a goodbye video to her family before shooting herself… This hit home for me, because I was in the same spot, in my life, where I felt like everyone around me would benefit from me dying. Maybe not.right away, but in the long run, since I had a nightmare a few nights ago, of myself in full free will, not knowing I was dreaming shooting myself, after hours of thought.

I talked to a man at the end of the tour face to face, and he immidietly saw this feeling inside me, he told me that he himself has had this same feeling. He told me his struggle with crack addiction and his near run in with suicide.

he grabbed my hand and asked my permission to pray for me. I allowed him to.

He proceeded to tell me after asking me a few questions that he saw such greatness in me, with the most honest eyes, as if he could see inside of me.

this man prayed for me again

he told me he could see greatness all over me…

This man, I swear to you, afterr telling me all the negativity he saw in me. Stood up and hugged me, and told me everything will be better.

I never even told him about my suicidal thoughts. He saw straight through me.

This man probably saved my life.
Thankyou so much. you helped me more than you will ever know. And I hope to achieve these great things im destined to complete.

norkyvixen asked: Will you still be using this blog?

Probably not, I have too many memories on this blog that I’d like yo forget. I posted a link on my blog for my other one though if your interested

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Good for you dude

weekend-dreamer-deactivated2012 asked: hey chris how you feeling man.

Really hurt my man, really hurt.

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No I have not lol.

I want a Blog that allows people to vent anonymously.